good days vs bad days

Seems the bad days are winning lately
Our family church records are still in limbo.....so, things aren't great there
Jeff's reffing contracts didn't work out like we needed after all that money we spent...and borrowed
and on that note-we owe so many people so much money-including lots of family, that we're gonna end up filing bankruptcy by the spring
I've been so ill lately that I can't even keep my housework caught up on or help the kids with their homework-the family basically falls apart if I'm down for more then a day
and I've been down for a week almost now
makes me have a hard time with what's supposed to be my moto-
Never give up, Never give in
Prayers are much appreciated-we have my folks close by, but they're not LDS and it's hard having all of Jeff's family out of state
which makes us feel very very lonely
all alone